4月3日--結束了Panther的生命了 >_<

星期一
晴天

感覺到﹐今天的天氣特別熱。。
還以為今天的下午會下一場雨﹗~

今天的工作照常﹐最近因為panther生病了﹐所以就每個早上都會有個習慣﹗~
每個早上都會買早餐讓牠吃﹐畢竟牠已經那麼的老。
加上如今牠的病情又惡化了﹗~
早上回到舊家﹐發覺牠已經不能再行動了﹐連吃的力氣也沒有了﹗~
心裡面感到好痛﹐再想應不應該再這樣看著牠那麼得痛苦!~
所以更決定了﹐叫獸醫來未滅牠﹐結束牠的生命﹗~
不想再看著他受苦的樣子了﹗~

在中午那時候﹐獸醫終於來了﹗~
看著獸醫一針一針的打在牠的身上﹗~
我心真的好痛﹐牠連反抗的力氣都沒有了﹗~
牠只用著一雙悲傷的眼神看著我﹗~
我知道牠是很辛苦﹐很辛苦﹗~
因為那個醫生﹐根本就沒有對正正確的方向打針﹗~
我眼白白的看著牠受盡11針﹗~
那第11針才真真的把牠生命結束﹗~

我到現在都不知道是否自己這樣的行為對嗎﹗~
我知道我幫不了什麼﹐我只不想看著牠再受那麼長的痛苦﹗
才這樣的決定﹐一路上我也在牠身邊﹐陪著牠離開這個時間﹗~
不經不覺的﹐牠也生存在這個世上12年了﹗~
在我家裡面﹐也奉獻了不少功勞﹗~
還記得﹐以前我在讀書時﹗~
每次我去學校﹐我去路口等校巴﹐ 牠總會陪著我﹗~
等我上了巴士﹐牠才會離開﹗~
所以當時的牠是我的保票﹗~
我永遠都會記得﹗~~
在我的家最後一隻狗﹐今天都離開我了﹗~
幸好我還有機會陪伴著每一隻狗狗離開這個世界﹗~
希望牠們在另一個世界裡面會活得更開心﹗~

今天在下午時﹗~ 在msn遇見大佬John。
這次更是第一次用web cam 見對方﹗~
其實今天真的心情很不好﹐很不想說話﹗~
我不想﹐讓大家沒有話題﹗~
所以就逼自己去裝得沒什麼事!~
見到他的仔仔﹐真的很可愛﹗~

特別送這首歌曲﹐給所有去世的狗寶貝﹗~
特別獻,Rocky, 豆豆﹐ QQ and panther
LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER AND EVER~~~~ JANNY >_<


From a Distance

From a distance the world looks blue and green,
And the snow-capped mountains white.
From a distance the ocean meets the stream,
And the eagle takes to flight.

From a distance, there is harmony,
And it echoes through the land.
It’s the voice of hope,
it’s the voice of peace,
It’s the voice of every man.

From a distance we all have enough,
And no one is in need.
And there are no guns,
no bombs, and no disease,
No hungry mouths to feed.

From a distance we are instrumentsMarching in a common band.
Playing songs of hope,
playing songs of peace.
They’re the songs of every man.

God is watching us.
God is watching us.
God is watching us from a distance.
From a distance you look like my friend,
Even though we are at war.
From a distance I just cannot comprehend
What all this fighting is for.

From a distance there is harmony,
And it echoes through the land.
And it’s the hope of hopes,
it’s the love of loves,
It’s the heart of every man.
It’s the hope of hopes,
it’s the love of loves.
This is the song of every man.
And God is watching us,
God is watching us,
God is watching us from a distance.
Oh, God is watching us, God is watching.God is watching us from a distance.